SHE ASKED WHY PRESENTS
I asked my narcissistic mother's spirit WHY she abused me. What I discovered went far beyond my mother and changed how I understood my entire life.
My mother's spirit admitted things she'd never been willing to acknowledge while she was alive. She said loving things I'd desperately needed to hear as a little girl. And some of what she revealed made me furious.
What began as conversations with my narcissistic mother's spirit through a professional psychic medium expanded into nine channeling sessions involving my parents' spirits, the Divine, my spirit guides, and my own soul.
Those channeled conversations took me beyond the human explanations of my mother's abuse and into the spiritual and soul-level WHY behind our relationship. What I discovered changed how I understood my past and, ultimately, how I approached my future.
Talking to the Light
The channeled transcript collection
Three volumes documenting six months of extraordinary channeled conversations with the other side, including my narcissistic mother's admissions about her abuse, my unfiltered reactions, and the insights I gained after healing.
THREE VOLUMES ∙ NINE TRANSCRIBED CHANNELING SESSIONS ∙ 262 PAGES
Delivered immediately as a downloadable .ZIP file containing five individual PDFs.
The questions are familiar.
The answers are anything but.
For 53 years, I lived inside my narcissistic mother’s version of reality. When I finally recognized her abuse for what it was, understanding the psychology of narcissism was only the beginning of my questions.
I wanted to know WHY she abused me, why my father allowed it, and whether there was something more to our relationship than what I could understand from the human perspective.
My mother's spirit admitted she'd had a craving to feel superior to other people. Her spirit acknowledged the shame she'd felt long before I was born. Her spirit also revealed things about herself that I never imagined she'd admit.
Our channeled conversations were filled with difficult exchanges, uncomfortable revelations, emotional confrontations, moments of genuine tenderness, and a misplaced longing.
Some of the exchanges became so heated that my psychic medium had to pause the session.
And yet, those conversations with my mother’s spirit were the best experiences I ever had with her. HANDS DOWN.
As the sessions continued, my questions expanded beyond my parents and into the spiritual and soul-level WHY behind our relationship.
What I discovered changed how I understood my mother, myself, and my life.
Understanding the WHY beyond the human perspective
Learning about maternal narcissistic abuse validated my human experience. It gave me language for what I'd lived through. But it couldn't address the underlying truth of my soul's experience.
Therapy helped me understand the human layer. The channeling sessions allowed me to ask WHY and receive answers directly from my mother's SPIRIT and my own soul without guesswork, clinical studies, or cryptic messages to decipher.
Inside the Collection
3 volumes ∙ 9 transcribed channeling sessions ∙
The conversations I never thought I'd have
Over six months, I explored my relationship with my narcissistic mother through conversations with her spirit, my father’s spirit, the Divine, my spirit guides, and my own soul.
Each volume takes the questions deeper, moving from my parents’ perspectives into the spiritual and soul-level discoveries that ultimately changed how I understood my life.
Every volume includes the channeling transcripts, my lived experiences and unfiltered reactions woven in, and post-healing insights that bring additional context to the conversations.
Volume 1
What Her Parents' Spirits Revealed
Imagine speaking directly with your abusive mother's spirit after her death. Imagine asking her WHY she abused you, then turning to your passive father's spirit and asking WHY he stood by and allowed it to happen?
What else would you ask? What else would you want them to explain? And how would you feel hearing their answers?
Across three channeling sessions with my mother's spirit and one session with my father's spirit, I asked every hard question. They had a lot to say.
Their answers revealed surprising parts of their inner worlds I never saw while they were alive. This is a rare insider lens.
Also includes my prologue, the circumstances surrounding my mother's death, and post-healing appendices.
Appendix 1.1: Excerpt transcript from October 2020 incident when I finally allow my awareness of her abusiveness to form
Appendix 1.2: My interpretations of her environmental triggers and emotional ecosystem during her final year of life
Appendix 1.3: Using personal power
Volume 2
What the Divine Revealed
Imagine discovering that your relationship with your abusive mother began long before either of you were born. What if there was a karmic cycle connecting you? What if the relationship that caused you so much pain had a spiritual and soul-level WHY you never knew existed?
My questions naturally expanded beyond my parents' human experiences and into three channeling sessions involving Jeshua ben Joseph (the original Aramaic name for Jesus), the Divine Feminine, and a joint session with Jeshua and my narcissistic mother's spirit (yes, together!).
These conversations explored karmic cycles, forgiveness, healing from abuse, our shared experiences across multiple lifetimes, the deeper spiritual and soul-level reasons behind our difficult mother-daughter relationship, and more.
Includes post-healing appendices:
Appendix 2.1: What Jeshua said about forgiveness
Appendix 2.2: Karmic cycles
Note: forgiveness is never pushed on the reader.
Volume 3
What Her Guides and Soul Revealed
Imagine having the opportunity to speak directly to your own soul and spirit guides about who you've become, your life, and what you want to create in the future.
What if some of the belief and behaviors you've always considered part of your personality are actually ways you learned to survive your abusive mother and family of origin?
In my final two channeling sessions, I turned my questions toward myself. These conversations brought some of my most deeply ingrained survival patterns into focus, including my lifelong feeling of not doing enough and the habit of mearusing my worth against standards I could never meet (my mother's standards).
We explored my relationship with money (which had come to feel like a second abuser), my struggle with feeling like enough, the possibilities I was beginning to discover beyond healing and survival, and more.
Includes post-healing appendices:
Appendix 3.1: Worthiness in the now
Appendix 3.2: What it feels like to have forgiveness
Appendix 3.3: Validation & Reassurance
Note: forgiveness is never pushed on the reader.
The complete Talking to the Light collection
Every channeled conversation.
Every revelation.
Your collection includes:
01 | Volume One: What Her Parents' Spirits Revealed
02 | Volume Two: What the Divine Revealed
03 | Volume Three: What Her Guides and Soul Revealed
04| Start Here: Your Guide to the Collection. A thoughtfully designed orientation to help you navigate the three volumes. Includes Your Collection at a Glance.
05 | A Curated Spiritual Booklist (complimentary). These are the two books I’d recommend if we were sitting together over coffee, talking about the spiritual perspectives that opened my eyes to an entirely different way of being alive. I consider them must-reads.
⚠️Some content will feel triggering. Occasional profanity throughout.
The complete digital collection: $297
I did something most people would never do
After my parents died, I invested $10,000 in a six-month contract with a professional psychic medium so I could ask the other side every hard question I had about maternal narcissistic abuse.
I didn't intend to make these channeled conversations public. They're deeply personal, very vulnerable exchanges. But after my very first channeling session with my mother's spirit, I knew they were meant for the collective. Understanding WHY was helping me so much that I just had to share what I was discovering.
Over the course of three years, I transcribed the recorded channeled conversations word for word, then wove in my unfiltered reactions and post-healing insights to create the complete collection that is Talking to the Light.
With warmth,
Carole
PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU PURCHASE
This collection contains references to sensitive, sometimes intense, potentially triggering material. Occasional profanity.
The content in Talking to the Light reflects deeply personal spiritual experiences, channeled conversations with spirit, and emotional interpretations that may feel intense.
These experiences are not presented as verified facts or universal truths. They reflect my lived experience and belief system only.
Your interpretation of the material and your emotional, psychological, or spiritual response to it is your own responsibility.
I am not a therapist and this does not replace therapy.
Because of the instant delivery and digital nature of this product, there are no refunds (full or partial).
Your complete collection is delivered immediately as a downloadable .ZIP file containing five individual PDFs.